There has been a lot lot lot on my mind recently. This summer I am going to do nothing but work on my portfolio, work, and hangout. I have been looking online for a good pair of sandals. Sandals are a definite necessity for the summer. I want to get a dirty tan and wear the same outfit everyday; shorts and a tank top. The opportunities for adventure and experience this coming summer are enough to last a lifetime. I finally feel like myself again.
I have come up with a theme for my creative activities this summer.
Having the ability to think is quite fantastical. Our perceptions are the only thing that we can and claim to know, legitimately. Existence is experience. Experience is independent. Having the capability to know independence is one of the few graces of humanity. I can do and create anything I desire and claim it to be perfect because I know that it is perfect. I perceive it's perfections and imperfections, see the beauty in both, and am satisfied. The consistency of perfection, however, is lacking. How does one measure consistency? Numbers and figures can only go so far in life. The mind can focus, distort, exaggerate, simplify, process, complicate, think, learn, etc, but none of us will ever share the same experience. We CAN share the idea of something, but nothing identical. The juxtaposition of the theory and the reality create beautiful chaos in our lives. Through my work this summer, I want to express emotion through color, line, texture, and form, but still allow the subject to be physically representational of an idea or thought. I want to explore all mediums-- paint, graphite, clay, fabric, digital, whatever! I just want to do it.
So, starting the first day of summer, I am going to take this theme on at full-force.
Never think it would be "fun" to get your leg hair ripped off via wax. Never let your friends talk you into, either. Never use eyebrow wax and cut cloth napkins to wax your legs. If you ever do, however, make sure to take video documentation. It will legitimize the entire experience... I think.
What a night, what a night, what a night! What started as a casual hangout with one of my greatest friends Jessabelle, watching Jurassic Park and skimming through Nylon, turned into one of those nights that you see in movies and never expect to ever experience. My friends band Making Movies opened for this really amazing band from Colombia, Aterciopelados. Jess and I end up getting photo passes to the show and with our powers combined, we managed to get some great photos of MM. Did I mention the backstage access? It was like a scene from Almost Famous. It freaking was a scene from Almost Famous. OH MY GOODNESS. What a great night.
Here is a music video for the song Rio by Aterciopelados.
You should probably check out both of these bands, befriend them, buy their music, share their music, love their music.
I absolutely love driving at night. Sometimes, I daydream and stare into the lights of passing cars and street lights. The blur and the flare of transient light is quite pleasing. The ultimate in cognitive stimulation.
The following are cell phone imagery from my trek between Lee's Summit and Midtown. Safe? Maybe. Worth the risk? Yes--I mean, I am still alive. Also, found a fan video for the Crystal Castles song, Vanished. Listen to the song, watch the video, and take in the images!
i like art, journalism, music, friends, coffee, tea, driving with the windows down, laying in the grass and watching the stars and making my own constellations, crashing hotels, window shopping, singing on the top of my lungs, acting like i'm satisfied with the present, acting like i'm a good actor, being awkward, watching people talk, the heat from a bonfire, the mist from executive sprinklers, the bright street lights of kc, kc, and the company of amazing, brilliant people (friends).